Who am I️?

I am a newfound empath trying to flourish in a world that I️ can literally feel draining the happiness from my body. I️ am a daughter, sister, niece, and granddaughter trying to ensure my family is proud of me, even though at this point I️ am not proud of myself. I️ am a lost girl who wants to be considered a woman, someone who can take care of herself. But I️ can not. Not at this moment. I️ am lonely. How can an empath be lonely? Everyday I️ feel the emotions (love, hate, joy, fear, etc.) of others and the only ones I️ seem to identify with are the negatives. I️ cannot allow myself to indulge on the positive emotions of others so instead I️ focus on helping those that emit negative ones and that...well that is what destroys me.