okay.

i've never liked you too much, you know.

you aren't like other people your age.

it's hard to watch you try to interact.

you get attached too easily

and get too sad when it doesn't work out.

you're not social enough

and you try to avoid social interaction entirely.

you aren't who your parents wanted you to grow up to be

and you have no intention of changing.

and that's okay

you're anxious

you're too wordy

you're too cautious

you're self-destructive

you can't defend yourself

truth be told,

you already know all of this.

and that's okay.

you don't care what i think.

but i am you

and you are me.

so is this individuality

or is it apathy?

no matter.

you don't know

and you don't care.

and that's okay.