Contemplating the colour of nothingness

Watching the sky

 A blue nothingness 

 No cloud, no birds  just nothingness  

Takes my mind away

Floating into nothingness 

A big blue nothingness

My thoughts are on nothingness 

And blue 

What colour is nothingness ?

Can nothingness be blue ?

This is my nothingness 

So it is blue

My nothing thought becomes a something thought

What colour IS nothingness??? 

Is it nothing ?

 No colour ? ! ***

If so how do we know it's nothingness ?

Is it black ? 

Or is white ?

I find this troublesome 

Upsetting my thoughts on nothingness

If its any colour you want it be does that actually make it a something ????**

I close my eyes and think on this  nothingness 

And now it's a hazy  lightish greyish blackish nothingness

With flashes of blue!!!!******

In these hours of contemplating  the colour of nothingness

 I have learnt this  

The colour of  nothingness is complicated 

It's many colours 

It can be whichever colour you want it be 

In which case my nothingness is blue

For now .