Who even gives a FUCK anymore?

I surely don't.

I tried. I really, really, tried.

At this point and time, nothing really matters.

It won't matter if I die tonight, or if I die 40 years from now. 

My LIFE is meaningless. There is no happiness, there is no fun.

The smile on my face is only holding back the darkness, that is pushing to get out. 

All of this. 

Everything.

I don't give a FUCK.

Not anymore.