Lonely, Forever?

I can't seem to find the thing that makes Me happy

I thought I did but.. he turned around and destroyed me

Another one left me in the dust

I thought it was more than just lust

But yet another showed me how worthless I really I am to people 

Now no matter what people say.. I won't be able to trust them

I feel now that I'm supposed to be lonely forever

Sad forever 

I don't want to be alone to deal with this madness

I need help but have found no one

I am alone.