A New Dream

I've been holding on to this fear and the denial of it for too long.  It is about time that I let it go and that I no longer hold it so close to my heart.  It may be impossible, but if it is I will not let it hold me back from a different future.  I shall let it fuel me, if this goal is the one I will not meet in my life I will choose another. I will not be consumed by the darkness that the fear of failure brings down on me.  As they say when one door closes another opens. I am not there yet, but if it comes down to it I think I have learned how I will let it go.  I know it will not be easy for me, but I know it is possible.  To let it go and move on to a future different from what I pictured before.  Something different for me to find fulfillment from.  A new dream.