RAN! RUN! RUNNING! STOP

I toss and turn through the night

afraid i'm running out out time.

But i am not running out of

anything

But running from everything

Ran!

I ran away from the evil monsters that chased me in my dreams

Then turned to face them when I realized nothing is what it seems

Run!

I run from boys that get too close to the real me on an everyday basis.

Because every man that has ever entered my life has left, just with different scenarios and situations.

Running!

Why would I be running into loving arms and warm hugs?

When those same things are what pushed me away and sent me running to cold alcohol and uplifting drugs?

Dedicated to those who RAN, who RUN and, those like me who are RUNNING!!!! I feel your pain. And I hope that one day we will be able to STOP RUNNING!!!!! And when we stop we will be able to look back and not be ashamed of our past but proud that we were strong enough to pull through.