Bury me

Take a shovel and take some sticks

Dig a hole and make a cross with it

Good morning I smell the havoc

But I'm not done with this shit

I'm breaking down like a little bitch

Falling higher than the Empire State Building

I contemplate if this life is worth living

I ask my past self is the match worth burning

I still feel the real deal spinning the wheel of fortune

Kicking my ass while I'm down pending my own doom

Broken and scared I build my walls of my safe room

I couldn't care less what others think of me too

All I know is stepping on my face is all you can do

Whatever happened to being sweet?

Now you bring it back and you come off as mean

I see what you see I breathe what you breathe

Not anymore the dirt is being poured so bury me

Caving in I feel my family start to get disappointed

This is the rule I try to break to null and void it

I captivate the minds around me making them dumbfounded

You don't know how it

Happens this way

No one knows what to say

When the pain won't go away

It gets worse everyday

And I feel my time slip away

You can't tell me how to live my life

Cut it off like the sharpness of a knife

This year I've lost more than my wife

I want to run away and hide

Feel my heart break the pride

Still I'm stuck here wondering why

When the time flies

And my eyes cry

I'm still lost with the cost of my time I'll never get back

I'm supposed to be the boss but got double crossed feeling the attack

Like a captain on the ship call it mutiny

Throw me in the casket and bury me