Okay

Are you Okay? 

What are you supposed to say to That? I never know what to say to that question. 

I always answer with 

Yes I'm fine. 

That's the only way I can think of saying 

Even when I want to open up and pour out everything I'm feeling only that word 'fine' comes out. 

Like right now.. all I keep telling myself is that I'm fine. 

Just because I feel like I'm losing everything and everyone.. I'm fine.

I've always ever been fine. 

I feel like everyone.. even the girl I thought was my best friend.. has been trying to keep their distance from me.. and leave me.. like everyone else has.

So yeah.. I guess I am.. 'okay'