Catastrophic

You know my name not my story

But what's really more important

Letting me go has taken its toll

Not on you but in my soul

I'm ready for my coffin

Lock it

Lose the key

It's my time to leave

An unending curse is on me

The reaper is all I see

Before you shut the door

Cause you can't take it anymore

Remember who fought to settle the score

You aren't here with me

My eyes have gone blind

I'm running out of time

I can't escape my mind

Your eyes still haunt me

Am I worth saving?

Your love is what I'm craving

It might seem crazy

But you're the only one for me

And now you've pushed me outside

I can feel my mind going in a blitz

A ticking clock that sounds like this

Tick tock tick tock tick

It's stopped and ignorance is bliss

Should've realized you were catastrophic

I kiss your cheek

To feel my heartbeat

You light a fire in me

One no one else sees

Words killing me softly

I draw pictures with the ceiling

It makes me lose all feeling

To make my own story looking up

I see real life just wasn't good enough

So I'll make my own happy ending

With the fairytale, princess, and dragon

I'll be the knight with the sword and shield

But I'm not rescuing you from what I fear

All these feelings make me sick

You're so catastrophic..