Pain

I said one thing and I lost my friend

Pain.

I stopped right after and he still declined

Pain. 

He confirmed that there has been stuff going around about me

Pain. 

All of which he told me were incorrect

Pain. 

Just rumors

Pain. 

And I know this..

Pain.

But I still took that blade

Pain. 

My friend

Pain. 

I lost

Pain.

I hurt

Pain.

I caused myself

Pain.