Proverbs 18:22

My thoughts of you...

Dear future Wife,

I know that God is molding you right now to be everything He needs, I know He won't send me you unless He knows I can lead, so I want you to know that he's also molding me.

But I want you to know that I'm scared, cause even though I know you won't be perfect/ I know you'll be perfect for me..

Will I be responsible enough for your Love?

Could I make you happy?

I've done that for a lot of people / but am I capable of doing that for you?

Could I make you smile / could I make you laugh so hard /that your stomach cramps / and tears fall from your eyes...

& in a different mood, could I wipe those tears dry...

Could I make you feel comfortable enough, to let your guard down

& if you do, could I protect you?

Could I cherish you, every single day

for the rest of my life..

Could I constantly & consistently / forget myself, & put you first?

Could I listen to your stories..

Could I feel your pain..

Could I understand your struggles..

Could I help you choose, the simple things / like what outfit you should wear today / or what color your nails should be painted..

Could I Love you...

Love, such a strong word, such a sure feeling / but easily confused

But what I do know for sure is that God is Love

And Love never fails.

So maybe you're out there right now, just as scared as I am. But if you read this, just remember that God loves you. And I'll love you too, soon.