Fragile Lies

If there is anyone that lied to me the most

It's myself

Not you 

Not anyone

But I never knew

I couldn't force myself to face the fear in time

I never wanted to believe it 

So you walked away from my life

You Never knew you even had such a fragile object with you

So you dropped it on your way out

You broke me but you never cared to take a second look at me

So people may try to pick up the pieces

Risking my remains will cut them 

But I'll never be together

But because of you I will always be broken

And I can lie to myself as I write 

Thinking ur not the person I misunderstood

But it is not your fault

It was always mine to begin with

I should've never believed in the lies that form whenever I see you.

A new one for every denial I never wanted to face.