As time goes by “with you”

There was a moment in the endless time I thought it was all over

A time I convinced myself I could be in all of my mind again

I lied to the people I care for the most

I can't drag them into my ignorance

But I can't ignore growing problems forever

There's not enough time

I can't hide it

I tried to ignore your voice in my head

You still create a huge part of me

You still control my mindAs if I could do everything you want

I saw you today and remembered why I cry when I'm scared 

Why I can't sleep at night

Why during every test I never finish on time. 

I can never escape my pain no matter how far in time I try to escape

Truth is I could write thousands of poems

I could cry a million tears

I could say a billion of love yous

But it will always be a lost memory in time

But here's one more as time goes by

I still love "you" and I'm never letting go with all what's left of my mind