Thoughts that won’t let me sleep

My walls shake

They ache

I'm filled with this emotion

Confliction it's an affliction and

I don't know how to feel.

Drinking is bad

You do it cause you're sad

And now writing this poem

Is making me mad but

I don't know how to feel.

I don't want to think I've lost you

You were my light

I loved you with all my might

These emotions all they do is fight so

I don't know how to feel.