Conversations with God

I use to cry out to God

Asking Him why did He give me so much love that it hurt me so bad inside

Asking why He make me to love so hard that it shattered me to pieces inside

I use to cry out to God

Telling Him how much I was hurt inside

Telling Him how much I was destroyed inside

You know, He never answered back to me.

Why?

Because in the rebirth of it all....

I realize why God filled me with all this Love inside

I understand why I had to be broken inside

I understand why I had to feel so torn inside

I realize why God repeatedly allowed me to die inside

Just so you know, He answered me back this time.

Why?

He wanted me to feel the depths of despair so I would never break someone else inside

He wanted me to know that I could never leave someone so broken they could not heal inside

He wanted to show me that each time I loved I would be reborn inside