You

Your mind is so beautiful 

So bright and intelligent and colorful 

But so dark because you won't let yourself into the light 

I can't bring you to the surface if you chain yourself down 

I can only drown with you 

Could the only reason you want me is because you're afraid to be lonely

Could anyone do 

Is it just because I'm here

Even here, in the white light of the morning hitting off of the bedsheets  

Is it just my body 

I've given you everything I can 

I don't know what else to do 

I don't know how to help 

Am I losing my mind? 

You drain me of all emotions 

And I feel as though I'm just a shell of a human being 

You demand more and I'm trying so hard 

I'm only human 

I hurt

I break

The others have all left you 

But I won't 

Because I have faith in you