decision.

I am unconsciously rushed myself by having time ticking on my back

28. 29. 30 soon.

When you gonna have a soulmate?

When you gonna have a ring?

When you gonna take next education properly?

What are you doing with your life?

I ask myself then

Did you want it??

All of that??

Did you feel dying without it?

Sadly, for me now the most important question is who am i

Did you already figure out how to be a human?

Did you already figure out how to control your emotion?

Did you figure out how to be wise as you grow more and more?

As cliché as it is, I set my eyes upon self reflection

Education?

Since I got into this world, education means a tools to be ignorance

Because you have knowledge, its your weapon to stomp over someone who doesn’t

I don’t need a paper. I cant stand human.

Knowledge is realizing how to be human in most humble way

I am not attend college but I get to read some of the best science and philosophy books

Reflecting it over and over

How many of us read it for an exam??

Let it go. The time. Let it go.

Do what you think the best for you now

Do what makes you happy today

Because in the end it isn’t about how much paper you have, how much money you make

Did you find the knowledge? Keep asking and asking

Did you find love? The one who sit by your side telling its okay to be like this

A little bit crazy. Little bit defective.

Did you….

Did you find yourself?