Heartbreak

Something has been bothering me,

And it’s very hard to explain

Nobody will really understand

And it drives me insane.

Ive felt this feeling before,

It's not jealousy, hate or madness,

But it's definitely not a good feeling

It's much more than just Sadness

I've tried to explain,

I've tried to be honest

But watching her and watching you

When it comes to me you act so modest.

Behind my ever changing eyes

You only see the only the color

But if you could see my emotions

You’d be surprised of what you discover

After all of this I can't tell you

i'm not finding this fun

If I did i’d be the reason

That you and her are done

On top of all of this confusion

I've lost the people I need

I lost them to the shadows

To this deal I never agreed

My shell has gotten bigger

Bigger, thicker, and stronger,

To make it easy to hide

From the ones who make me feel smaller.

Oh maiden fair maiden

I cry out to you and proclaim

Not so fair after the heartbreak

You have brought indignity to your name