Why?

why does it feel this way

to be broken

like your heart was cut wide open

to not sleep

because the pain is so deep

it hurts in ways words can barely explain

makes me feel like I'm going insane

I smile but its fake

and at night I wonder if your still awake

I pretend you still care

I pretend you'll always be there

but I need to go

and I just want you to know

that I loved you

and I hope you loved me too.