Irresponsibility

Beneath all my anguish

Lies something so sincere 

Not a heart that is often cold

But one that loves without fear

Why do we grudge

Unless you forgive and forgive

Sometimes there are endless trials

That's just the way it is

It has become too much work

To simply fall in love

The serenity prayer

What I'm thinking of 

I address self first

Evaluate spontaneously what hurts

Trying to leave behind

That barely erupting ego of mine 

Look at this world 

Our life

The controversy we individually fight

Are not we constantly at war

Ununited

And furthermore 

We haven't progressed as a unit 

Much at all 

It's simply chaos in an orderly            

                                       fashion 

Looking for another word to be 

                                       called