Will I Ever Change?

A naive, hopeful

looking for love,

not boastful,

for I don't reach above.

I wonder and wonder

Will he eventually come?

Take away the storm's thunder

and celebrate his dumb?

I am one

who searches and searches

for someone bright like the sun

that's worth my every purchase.

Why do I?

I am lonely

That's why.

I need a one and only.

I don't know where to look

or where to go,

I just want someone from that book,

the one without the traditional hoe.

Every place,

every thought.

Every untied lace,

Every peaceful trot.

I look for one to share,

one to dance,

play with my hair,

with a cute prance.

Not ashamed,

that I love him

and his rage tamed,

he doesn't have to be slim

If he doesn't mind, 

then neither do I

If we're intertwined

I've dreamed the perfect guy.

Imagination is all I have.

To keep me from hurt,

I love to laugh

but never to assert.

Sometimes I'm warned,

never get your hopes up.

Every devil is horned.

Always have a back up. 

This is me

I'm unsure how long it will last

but I embrace it, you see

It will forever be part of my past.