New Years Resolutions

New Years Resolutions

This year I'm not gonna trust anybody,

No longer allowing myself to be vulnerable

I'll act like I believe them when really I'm just picturing the day they fuck me over too.

This year I'm gonna say what I want even if it hurts people,

Cuz maybe if I hurt them they won't hurt me and even if they do I'll be ok knowing I hurt them first.

This year I'm gonna say no,

No, I don't want to be with you

No, I don't miss you

No, I'm not okay

No, you can't fix me.

This year I'm becoming a heartless asshole. And nothing will stop me.