I could...

jump face first onto hard cement

go swimming in a pool of acid

rip the hair out off my skull

cut all of my limbs off

burn myself alive

it still wouldnt

compare to

the pain

you

caused

me when

you said that

you didn't love

me anymore and

you found someone

new whos prettier and

funnier and nicer and more

than i could ever try to become

ill never get you back and I'll never be good enough for a perfect boy....