3 am

I can't do it anymore

It's breaking me

Slowly but surely

To fall asleep in your arms

To fall asleep holding you

To fall asleep with you right there

And the have it all torn away

I can handle it anymore

I can't be told to go

I can't be shoved towards the door

It hurts too much

To leave you at three in the morning

To be told I can't stay

To have to walk away from you

It hurts to damn much

To lie in my own bed

Alone

At three in the morning

After I left you

After you told me to leave

After you told me it's way too late

You needed to get to sleep

It shouldn't hurt

But it does

I lie in the dark alone

Feeling so empty and sad

Evil feelings creep in the night

Loneliness

Unwanted

Hurt

Longing

Whispered voices come to me

Addictions cradle me

I flinch away

But here I lie

Alone in my bed

Having left you

And you watched me leave

At three in the morning