I DON’T KNOW

I feel distant.

I feel happy.

I feel lonely.

I feel strong.

I feel hopeless.

I feel worthy.

I feel desperate.

I feel independent.

I feel ugly.

I feel motivated.

I feel incomplete.

I feel friendly.

I feel heavy.

I feel like I should give up.

I feel like I shouldn't give up.

Because I have to keep going.

Because this isn't the end.

This is only the beginning.

But I feel so many things.

And yet I feel numb.

And this is why I keep floating.

Because I don't know what I'm feeling.

And so I don't feel anything.

Yet I feel everything.

At once.