Whine

drunk tired of not being good enough

open up to the sky

look at me

uninspired

lost and dirty tongue

flying

in the middle of will and way

insignificant and soggy

heaven can you forgive me

every time I am not enough?

I can't even love you the way I should

i'm dizzy in my fear

drowning in liquor of I-don't-know

if I can't be enough

it's hard to try

but I hold on anyway

crying red wine tears and needing a life boat