I’m fine..

I'm fine, I swear. I'm just dying inside. I'm merely depressed and confused. About what I am living for. You don't need to care. I can take care of it.

I'm fine, I swear. I'm only sad about something that happened earlier today. I'm only feeling judged and empty. I'm not good enough. But you don't need to care. I can take care of it.

I'm fine, I swear. I'm just ugly, fat, and a failure. There's nothing wrong with you. It's me. I hate this world. But you don't really seem to care. 

I'm fine, I swear. I'm only useless, alone and insecure. I'm sick of crying all the time. But I'll smile for you. Do you care? 

I'm fine, I swear. I feel down sometimes, I promise I'll be better tomorrow. It's just a little bit of anxiety. You don't care.

I'm fine, I swear. Please leave me in my dark corner. I'll find hope someday. Why do you care?

I'm worthless. I'm not good enough. I'm judged, ugly, fat and a failure. I'm useless, alone and insecure. 

But I'm fine.

Believe me.

I'm fine.