i wonder who i am in her eyes.

i wonder what she thinks about when she sees me.

i wonder where i exist in her mind.

i wonder when she will miss me the way that i miss her.

it is all over and done now. i still think of it. i still think of them. but now it is time to move on. no more dwelling on what could have been. now i am just thankful for what was.

everything about this is so wrong. i can not and will not have you. you led me through an important time, and now i am not ready to let go. i have put more into this than there should be. i miss you now, and i can not see this emptiness going away for awhile.

thank you for being there, thank you for pushing me. thank you for laughing and thank you for crying with me. thank you for the fun and thank you for the hurt. i could not have done it without you.

thank you for ruining me, because if you hadn’t, no one would have, and i don’t know what i would have done then. beacuse damn, you’re the focal point i needed. a muse and a model of who i want and need to love.

don't kiss him like you kissed me, for I fear he may fall in love just as I did.

you keep hurting me and i keep letting you because im a sucker for the pain you bring. god damn i cant get enough of it.

don't keep telling me you love me if you're just going to choose him instead.

dont condemn me for when i kissed you

i fell in love & i had no idea

what i was getting myself into.