Here

Here I surrender all my pain. My thoughts. My hurt.

I block out all that I have encountered in my life, in an attempt to bring out the small amount of light I have left within me.

I surrender to the idea that my life will never be "normal".

I will always be the girl with the dead mom.

I surrender to my surroundings.

I let all the walls cave in my head then rebuild them around my heart.

Here I surrender all that I was, to become who I want to be.