i swear if i could run, i would

and live amongst the trees

and there would be no time to keep

so life wouldnt be scary

and it wouldnt hurt

and i could breathe

kisses against my neck

in a stairway at school, hidden.

he's beautiful,

he's made of marble

and any girl would be lucky

to have his lips against their skin.

but i do not feel any lust,

any desire,

any love.

i feel nothing.

If I had known the way you gave

everything you had away

just for me, just for us

the way you made yourself adjust

made me regret my own blindness

because I don't deserve your kindness.

What I had reaped, you had sewn and

I never wouldve married you

had I known.

the earth and its humans

do not agree

the earth is open and

the earth is free

the earth is thriving and bursting

and green

the earth doesnt expect anything

not from you, not from me

it was humans who decided

to worry about little things

it was humans who chose

to work until the heart stops beating

the earth doesnt care

about school or work or fame

the earth just wants you here

it wants you to enjoy your stay