I hurt through my pain of knowing that this situation will not change unless change takes place in your life and my life is turning upside down each and every time you take your dime to the store underground buried secrets and bones of lies told to anyone that ask the question, so what did you do last night when you walked out the back door in the darkness of night-light never caught your eyes as you hung your head down to the ground as to be invisible from all that passed by you observing your walk but not recognizing your face as it hung low in the darkness

I wish my love was stronger than your addiction

to something that is stronger, tougher and more powerful than you and I

sweet love may not have what it takes to withstand the turmoil

that it causes in my life more times than I could ever count on

you to fight for me, for us, for what we vowed to each other while

we stood with our feet planted firmly on the earth holding hands making

plans for our present while seeing into our future that may never come to fuition

(You) Hopeless, Drained, Tired, Clueless, Sore

(Me) Sad, Sorrowful, Helpless, Numb, Sore

Hopelessly sad and drained from the sorrow. Tired and numb from the pain and soreness that plague my life every moment every day. Clueless to how I am going to get over the hurdle and heal from this pain.

Maybe I will just keep driving to somewhere you're not

going to continue to play with my emotions of roller coaster rides that you take me on each and every week of the year fifty two times I've said I can't do this anymore until death we part ways of life

so much strife enduring and maturing to a beautiful woman that has her sh*t together

it's whether or not you're down all the ways I had to pay for your sins

unhinged to the point of no return my yes to no I change my minds eye told me to wait it out

there is no doubt that I love you but to what extent is my love and to what length

do I continue to endure your hurts of pain I am sore to the touch; you can't soothe it

I can't prove my love to you as you question my motives and intentions to deceive

you not only distrust me but you refuse to trust the love that I have so freely given to you

under false pretenses thinking I was getting the dream that I had every night of the week

end it now or continue with the lies beside me tickling my fancy but hurting my heart

its so easy to say what you would have done but its not easy to actually carry it out

side of the rim of dignity is no longer present in our relationships sink everyday no matter how strong they think they are.