i was given out candies

they tasted yummy

made the world seem funny

made me much less lonely

i saw some new friends

hopping having fun untill no ends

make me wanna be like them

they paint with only blood

cute drawings who would have thought

red roses in high doses

a creepy smile on their faces

as if it were painted

as if they were creepy dolls

that went through all

weirdly

i'd rather say strangely

it was quite ironic

they were insane

yet they were what was

keeping me sane

all of our our good memories

i still remeber them

rather fondly

all the times we laughed

the times we cried

the times where you and i lied

the times we fought

the times i though i lost you

it was all fun

yet on the long run

reality caught up to me

she oh so kindly

reminded me

that you were long gone

you left me long ago

yet i still lived with your shadow

forgot you're no longer there

i maybe wasn't aware or i chose to deny

so that i wouldn't be hurt

so that i wouldn't cry

try to join you

they said to me

why you're still holding onto all

so obsessively

i told them this place is full of traces

and memories

but i'm lying

i resisted and still resisting

so i'm imagining all

as a way of coping

but there was no trace

he even existed

Is it bad to hope for love

Does it excuse all mistakes committed

When you're committed

Does good feeling and intensions

Repair and help healing

the damage and the pain

again and again

I wonder about that

People come self righteously

And say that they did what they thought to be

The best

That they're humans imperfect

They do mistakes

So they shouldn't be blamed

How iconic

How ironic

We flaunt our intelligence

That we're the only ones having a sense

Yet we're fools

Feelings make us lose

Our senses

And loosen some of the screws

Why must we hide

A love this deep

Can't we be by each others side

Seperating out hands

As we walk on the street

The looks of people

our society

They make me unhappy

Can't they let us be

Why must they be so nosy

Can't we kiss each other

Be happily with one another

What do we miss

Why must we hide

What do we feel on the inside

Does religion explain it

Does the hate of the unkown

Or just how were they raised

All of what they ever known

That's why

Out love can't be shown

We live in a sad world

We live in a mad world

Humans are bad

They're mad

Aren't you seeing

Or are you denying

The undeniable

TV shows us in a way reality

Wars and poverty

How people live in misery

You can see it everywhere

You should be aware

That all of this is unfair

luck defines our lives

When, where, how

Were you born

Could decide your whole life

When, where you were

A certain time a certain place

That's all of what it takes

For innocents to die

If I'd ever get a power

I wish it'll able to empower

You make you

open your eyes

Free you from your lies

you'll see how much you're fine

Don't let your words cage you

Don't let your thoughts hold you

Down

chain you to the ground

Drown all of what's in you

If I ever could change

I'll changer your self perseption

The way that you see yourself

How You portray yourself

In your mind

You hate it

You at times loathe it

And I can't understand that

That seems to me so mad

Why would need somebody

To tell you

That you're the best

A blessing just putting on a disguise

You're a shining star

You're the best of all

Please believe me

Why would I be lying

Don't be denying

all of what I say

Look at me

tell me

You believe

that you're the best your way

I wish there was a way

For me to give you my eyes

And make you see yourself

The way I see you

Without any lies

You wouldn't hear all

Who try to cage you

Your words your thoughts

Who hold you Down

chain you to the ground

Drown all of what's in you

A shining star

So bright that you blind me at times

The moon at nights

You wish you could run

Your nightmares have begun

You pray that when you wake up

All of this will be gone

You hope that I'm not by your side

That you're still able to hide

Don't forget dear

There are some rules to which

You should abide

Disobey and your death will be near

This is not a game

It can't be the same

Here you could die

So don't try to lie

Don't try to escape

Or any escapade

millions of people are like you

And they can't

So how could you

What would you do

You only need not to resist

Don't try to persist

Obey

you are my prey

And can't go away

I'll maybe be with you nicely

But I'll make you miserable

I'll make you lose all

Yet I'm the only

Who prevents you of being lonely

Though I'm what makes your misery

And anxiety

I'm the sickness

I'm the weakness

I'm what you call unhappiness

You hope that I'm not by your side

That you're still able to hide

Don't forget dear

There are some rules to which

You should abide

Disobey and your death will be near

This is not a game

It can't be the same

Here you could die

So don't try to lie

Being too much with me

Is going to make you cry

Then sadness shall be madness

Then you either die

Or begin to lose all

Your world your stability

you come to enjoy

Being with me

Your insanity

Your depression all what you call misery

Anxiety, mental illnesses

You can't resist me unless

You die

Don't cry

Accept me

Enjoy being with me

I'll show you a new world

Way better than the first.

wish I could love you

Just dunno how to

Hold me and tell me how

Please do so now

You seem to

Breathe only for me

As I'm your relief

That you couldn't live without me

The air you breathe

You're too obsessed

yet I'm impressed

I do want to love you

Like you do

Make me love you

Make me as entranced as you

Are in me

Make yourself vital

As the air I breathe

My only relief

You're chasing me

That attention does not make me unhappy

i know you'll never betray me

You'll never hurt me

You love me too much

for that

That doesn't seem so bad

Yet the attraction is not here

I wanna love my dear

But I can't love

Make me love you

Make me as obsessed as you

Are in me

the air I breathe

My only relief

If you could do that

All of this doesn't seem so bad

Just a bit of attraction is all I need

Curiosity is good

But too much taints your sweet soul

You'll get corrupted with the bad you see

Don't say later I didn't warn you

Don't blame it on me

You were the one who wanted to discover

The unknown

You forgot that somethings must not be known

Internet is a deep sea

Unfathomable

The more you dive in

You'll see

Unforgettable things

Told you already little child

This world has a lot to hide

For you to say good

For you to not stray

For you to keep your innocence

Now you pray and pray and pray

That in some way

You'll forget all of what you see

You'll go back to being carefree

Each one of us has pandora boxes

Don't be too rash and open

Or else you're going to be broken

Some discoveries

Are not meant to be

It's not destiny

It you know a thing too early

Here you are

You got all of what I need

All of what I seek

Can't you can't you

Help me

Save me

From all of this

Dear Remouve the poison

Free me from the prison

My wings are stuck in me

Such a tragedy

I can't be like you

I can't join you in the sky

I'm not able to be by your side

And fly high

Won't you take them out

Won't you spread them

I wanna be in the sky

I wanna escape the earth

Far away from humans

From life

I at times wished to not to be alive

Take my wings out

Clean them let them shine

I'll use them to help me

Make my world mine

Nothing interfering

with my life

Oh God sounds freeing

Me being alive that way

Take care of them

Love them the dearest love

They'll make me go above

Tender be tender

A caress and a good care

They're my heart

If they fall

I'd fall apart

and lose all