Worth

Do you ever feel someone slipping away but you don't say anything because you're afraid thy will slip faster? I don't want to lose him but what if he's already gone, and has been gone for a while? You know the little things people to for you to fall in love with them; after they have you they don't do them anymore. Who and where is that person I feel in love with? Is it worth holding on to you and the pain in hopes you'll one day come back? I wish I could wait forever but I can't. Every time I want to leave I find a reason to stay; vice versa. I don't want to share you. You don't want to share me. But you don't want to keep me. In not an old toy on the shelf and definitely not a second choice so what good AM i?