Defeat disparity disillusioned

Completely incased in my imagination

Anger deceit, a pathological erg to be loosened

All my art formed in a compilation

Art is more than just page and pen

It proceeds beyond you and I

But forever our ethereal souls will try

To learn more about art and where is the end

Music laced with wonder and euphoria

As though it were plucked from the abyss

Originating from somewhere inside dysphoria

The pain from joy and misery would be amiss

Lines upon lines of a misguided attempt

To try and bring people to the understanding

That this world is not exempt

From the judgement that is upstanding

This world is not long, for us nor it

But we cling to it blood tears and sweat

Not seeing the truth you must admit

It might have something to do with the internet

We spend our lives Chasing websites

Fumbling over social interactions

Instead of hi and hello we start fights

I know that's not always the case but it is an attraction

That people will flock to a mislead notion

That we would feed that backstabbing emotion

And smile when it's our turn to stand up

Knowing full well our backs are targets

But we are in an illusion without backup

We jump anyway no trust long gone with no harness

I sit before you today in a confusing confusion

Of where we are going as a human race

Because I don't want to be stuck in disillusion

What I want, what we should all want is freedom and space

From all who oppress disapprove and stress

It would be a better world I must confess

That without those who hate or scare

This world wouldn't be confusing, but fair

A goats head effigy hangs in the shadows

The ropes tightend with every quiver 

The sound of a neck breaking at the gallows

"Im next" the thought down my spine a shiver

Back and forth, forth and back 

The goats head it swings 

Covered in flies hanging in a clear sack

The blood drained oh what this night brings

I hear laughing and screaming

My mouth is gaged and my eyes bound

One min later a light beaming 

It's time I'm next ive been under ground

The sun it burned the early morning sky

I'm next as a sacrifice at the gallows

My hearts pounding I want to run but why

Ill just hang like the goats head in the shadows

They slip through my finger tips

The memories they fade every minute

The words are lost past my lips

And before I know I've passed it

I blinked and I'm older

The time flies and I'm colder

Should have brought a jacket

But passing moments can be tragic

And love is what keeps you warm

So passing moments are cold like a storm

My dads hair is now white

And I'm no more a little tyke

His nickname for me is boomerisky

And just boom for short

But the bond between us is the key

the name it could be any sort

These passing moments will continue

As long as he remembers you

They will breeze on by

Like a pedal in the sky

Remember these moments

Never forget as they leave

If you can stand and hold it

They will stay if you can believe

My heart bleeds silver stars

My hands cold to the touch

Your love left many scars

I thought the longest it would be to much

My eyes saturated with tears

My mind flooded with fears

My legs frozen in time

My heart beating to no rhythm or rhyme

It may be a cliché

For a love story to end happy

But we deserve more than paper mache

We deserve lovey dovey and sappy

But some lives and stories don't end well

A loved one dies or gets a disease

They fight till the last ring of the bell

That moment you find what each believes

The bell rings and the match is over

Who won was it the up n comer or the champ

Who's was the champ you need closure

There death stood from the ring to the ramp

To say goodbye to someone you love

There is no harder thing under the heavens

To live with deaths oppressions

But You will live on with help from above

The clouds seam more saturated

The island is quite and small

Rain falls the clouds deflated

I am left standing less than tall

A smile like a bright sun

Eyes shining red with brown

She's my love she's my one

The only thing keeping me from a frown

Although she's never lived on an island

She has my heart with a palm

swaying on the ocean as well as the mainland

She holds us steady and calm

The storms of life no matter the area

Come and go with hysteria

I love her forever and a day

I'll love her until the end of my days

Time

It passes and returns

It confuses and confirms

It's faces tell us when

It's clocks tell us to whom we've been

We always run out

Never enough like a dried spout

We spend hours minutes and seconds

Searching for more as it beckons

An with no real reason we find

Why we need this thing called Time

It's taking so long just to see you ,

Holding on to all that is true,

I'll wait

A life that's beyond this mortal coil ,

Searching for a kingdom of fertile soil,

I'll wait

Heavens gates I pray will open,

To a man who has been broken

I'll wait

I'm in no rush to see my king

But that day is sure to bring

And end to all the worlds suffering

With a truth beyond understanding

I'll wait

Although that day will be great

It's turning out to be a long wait.