The man hidden in the corner is my only friend.

We don't talk we don't speak.

We just enjoy each others company.

In the end will he be my only friend?

Sick. 

Dying slowly from the inside out.

Awaiting the day till i leave you all. 

The remembered will soon be the forgotten...

because in the end, we are all just chest pieces in the grave yards of our minds.

I stare in the mirror no longer recognizing who i am. 

I stare at the monster before me. What happened to love. 

there was so much , now there is nothing. Our love was like smoke. 

It was so thick and pure, but tainted all at once...

I lost half of me,and that half was you.

I saw darkness,

no color,

no voice , 

no emotion, 

until i saw you,

and for the first time in my life... i saw color,

i felt things again,

i laughed for the first time,

and for the first time in my life... i saw light...

A picture is nothing without the fine lines. The little details that complete it. You are those little details. You turn scribbles into beauty. Without you , the picture would be a white canvas, maybe even a crinkled up sheet in the trash. Without you the world wouldn't make sense.  

Outcast, weirdo, freak , are all the names you call me. 

But in my mind i'm normal. 

Normal to me is crazy to you. Demented in ways you don't even know. 

the things I've seen, the places I've been still haunt me to this day. 

I'm crazy , delusional , the queen of my own little world.  Stuck inside my head, oh what a beautiful place it is...

A crowd inside my head,

loud with no room to breath,

underwater but i'm on the surface,

jumbling inside my head is nothing but,

chaos. 

 suddenly the chaos stop,

 and my mind is a peace once more.

peace is only temporary i tell myself,

because once more my mind will be in chaos again.