Not lovers just in-love

You’re making it impossible for me

I need you to leave me alone

Resisting you is scary

My vision is obscured

I said “no”, I said “never”

And yet here I am again

Let me move ahead

Let me be free

You were never my lover

And yet I’m barely keeping myself afloat

I doubt you care

And yet I want to be embraced in you glory

I adore you even if being around you is deadly

You’re the dream I have want to end

I want you near when I’m scared

But I also want to leave you be

A smile and a hello

And I feel as if I were on a feather

I’m in another universe when we’re together

Everyone and everything becomes blurry

I’m at home

You make me forget

You let me be me

You strike all the right chords

But I have to remember you’re what I feared

I have to remember we can’t be together

It’s not meant to be

Please don’t tell you are sorry

I’m living with a regret

I need to let you go I suppose

With or without you I’ll have no control

I’m still sure you don’t care

For now I’ll just pretend

Maybe in the future we’ll come together

Whenever you’re ready sadly I’ll be there in a hurry

For now we’ll both just run free