No voice

I wanted to say no.

Yet I couldn't find my voice.

They did it anyway.

I didn't have a choice.

They abused me and used me.

They left me wondering why.

Still they didn't care no matter how much I cried.

The older I grew, the worse it got.

Please somebody just make it stop.

I never said a word out of fear.

Then one day mother appeared.

She found out and made it end.

But our family would not amend.

They took him away and I took a life.

So I started to hurt myself with a knife.

I wanted to leave her once and for all.

Forget the drama and just let myself fall.

She didn't care so why did I?

I had so many reasons to let myself die.