Hidden in our midst

are where the crumbs of time reside.

Within our minds our richness lies;

Where our vulnerability can't hide.

Recalling blushing moments,

hidden beneath the vines.

The mountainous peaks we've trekked,

creating strength inside our minds.

Without the past, we're hollow.

No substance to build upon.

No recollection of wisdom,

to leave behind when we pass on.

My loins cry out for him. Walking to my car I colliapse on the door, due to my own clumsiness, and look back at him; smiling. He signs with a big smile on his face, “are you drunk?”, “No, Tyler, I’m not drunk!” He shakes his head, opening my car door for me. “You drink with Jade.”, that was a statement.... He gave me a peck and watched me get in. Oh how I wanted more than just a quick kiss. I shut my door and watch him start to walk away. Looking down to sart my car I hear this loud bang on my car. When I jerked my head up I saw that it was Tyler and he had slammed his fist against my car. He looks me dead in the eyes with a serious face and says, “text me when you get home.” Words had left my tongue, all I could do was nod until I was bold enough to look away. Sitting in my room with desire in my body I text him saying,“yes Daddy, I’m home.”

When I think about my past memories all my past faults come first into my mind. Maybe it’s because I always feel guilty about my faults,but even I felt guilty I don’t try to deny those faults and accept that I’m wrong.

But there’s a person I want to forget completely but I can’t because he changed my life.

I was a bad tempted person. When I got mad at someone I started to sob that make the situation even worse.

But when I got mad at someone he used to say “you can yell at me until you’re satisfied” When day by day passed I felt guilty to yell at him, so I started to control my self. Firstly it seeme impossible, but however I did it.

Even he left me after broke my soul into innumerable pieces.I still can’t get mad at him. Maybe without him my life surely will change. Still I can’t completely recover from the pain he gave to me.But I’m thankful for his help to get rid of my worst habit.

Without him I’ll be furious girl yell at everyone for every single mistakes with teary eyes.