Music to My Heart
I hear the opening notes of your singsong voice,
“Babe, I’m home,” upon walking through the door.
I anticipate the loving embrace we’ll share
after your shoes have been kicked off onto the floor.
A comforting feeling from just your presence
washes over me whenever you appear.
Like a chorus of love for my heart,
reaching a crescendo when I hold you near.
Now alone in silence, lost in reverie,
because there is no other choice.
I sit quietly, aching for just one more chance
to hear the opening notes of your singsong voice.
Winged melody.
A voice that transcends identity.
Evoking translucent memories.
A hum that explodes into thin air.
A whisper in a moment of your deepest despair.
Lifting you beyond where you dared to tread.
Stepping on air,your heart hanging by a thread.
The one you weaved in your darkest night.
The catch and release of tears,your song takes flight.
Dirge
I hear the opening notes
And I'm lost in mortal reverie
I read the notes, delivered posts
That assign to me my destiny
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Chords are struck, fortissimo
As dares, en masse, addressed to me
But I hear them in arpeggio
When the obituary's in calligraphy
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The opening notes are a call to action
Tension rises with seducing glissando
A wagered push, demanding exaction
To sing falsely in counterblow
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I veer away from the melody
And strike a chord discordant
A maverick fugue waxing severally
To a backbeat self-important
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I mourn myself in retrograde
Undoing—before all is lost—unwrote
Some notes are meant to be unread
So you can rest in peace at the home note