Yesterday, I witnessed my child's first breath, and today, her last.

She was everything to me, she was my life, my past and my future, my good times and my closest and only friend, and she was the single most beautiful soul I have ever met, and today I buried her.

Four-year-olds can't comprehend how serious stage 4 cancer is, so my precious girl made her silliest face today as the last locks of her golden baby curls fell away.

I never loved you to begin with.

There is something I need to tell you, I've been sleeping with your best friend.

I'm still in love with who you used to be.

I gave his fur one last pet, and looked into his brown eyes one last time... I could no longer meet them as I walked out.

'Where are you going? Wait for me, let me come with you!'

I wish you had not given up.

As he slowly blinked, she stood there waiting for him to open them once more; but he never did.

You're a coward.