she has slain

every dragon

and monster

and man

that has lived

within my heart.

she has held me,

when darkness

ate away at my intestines,

whispering reminders

of why I should be

alive.

she has

screamed profanities

at any boy

who dared

to hurt me.

unspecific? she is more than just that.

she is the sun

and I am the moon,

I am the night sky

and she is the stars,

she is mine

and I am hers.

she has held me huddled in the hallway

sobbing on the staircase

she has crawled under stalls and it would take more than my fingers and toes to count how many tears she has wiped from my cheeks

she has always been my Antarctica

cold and solid and melting around me to form an ocean of

tears on our salty skin

we were never stable

but just because our minds are muddles and our cheeks are puddles doesn't make us weak

I wish I could be her eyelashes so I might kiss her cheek every time a tear falls and every time in between

Ally Rain has always been an ocean

I could never describe her depth to any lesser degree

dew drops have embraced her and I find her engulfed by a sea of her own creation

I've never met anyone more magic

the weight of her gaze isn't something many can carry and the moment she enters a room the very walls find themselves breathless

she has always been a downpour

and I can feel her every time the sky falls

The one that will hold me tight

In the gloomiest of nights

The love, the laughter, has never stopped

I'm the mouth of the river

She's the ocean to which it leads

Related in every way

Mom

They are here and there

Sometimes not in real life

But always in my heart

Weird and wild

Quiet and loud

We are opposites that attract

Gifted with such subtle scent,

That waft with silent sentiment,

She reaches out from far away,

With synapses that flow and sway,

To find me as I sit alone,

Perplexed upon my mortal throne,

And fill my soul with little things,

Just as I know she always brings,

The little things that mean the most,

From such a most delightful host,

And all at once we drift apart,

Fulfilled in part, my aching heart.

There are no words

Beautiful enough

To describe you

Nothing could I say

To express

The love

That is hiding in my chest

You are my world

Yet it's bigger than that

My everything

But even that won't do

You are my life

Because I would die

Without you

I cannot wait

To spend eternity with you

Lying in my bed,

Whispering that word again,

Into the pillow

Dreaming of the day

I'll be brave enough to speak

Loud and clear, your name.

Your teeth, glossy

Your skin glows

It's soft, everywhere

Even your hair is joyous and bouncy

You speak in a cadence that only I hear the taps to

Me, grooving along to its tone

I love her more than is reasonable.

She's the only one I trust.

She's beautiful, but her insecurities get the best of her.

She thinks she needs makeup to be pretty.

She doesn't.

I love her.

But she's to good, to pretty for me.

I'd do anything for her.

But I don't know how to tell her.