i’m gonna faint i said

drink some water they told me

i’m gonna faint i said

take a few deep breaths they replied

i’m gonna faint i said

for the last time

listen to some music

you’ll feel fine in a bit

now there’s a corpse where

my body once was

it’s hard for me to think there are people

people like me

on this earth that i won’t meet

that the universe aligned us

to be alive at the same time

but we’ll never get to make eye contact

or shake each other’s hand

what if they’re my soulmate

just gone with the wind

so for the ones i’ll never know

i love you like i love the winter snow

then the warmest sun

that melts it all away

you’re so wonderful to me

i’m grateful, i’m truthful, i’m honest

for the paths that’ll never align

i wish you more and more

every day

poor thing

she’s so small

she must feel horrible

she must be so ill

yes i’m so small

i feel bad but i manage

i’m sick but i love it

cause i don’t like my stomach

the mirror isn’t me

it changes every time

every time i look

i cry

not everyone can see

what you see my dear

although to you

it may seem crystal clear

clear as day

but most are blind

for the truth has always been within you

never behind

so i put on my white dress

to make me feel pretty

cause lord knows i don’t feel that way

but once in a blue moon

i’m glamorous, i’m brand new

but lord didn’t make me this way

matching tattoos and shades of blue

they both remind me of you

i follow you upstairs, and into your room

a beautiful disaster blooms

say you wanna drag me through hell,

so i run for your hand

you pull away, then pull me closer

something i can’t stand