November 2, 2017 (Day of the dead)
<p><p>I can't stop my hand from shaking and I'm not even sure why I'm writing at a time like this. I guess I just don't want to be forgotten, in case I don't make it. Besides, this pen is much easier to hold than my shovel. I'm not even sure is any of what I've done is real. Who would have thought I'd be capable of murder, if I can even call it that. Is it murder if the person you killed was already dead? Dead. They all look dead. I can see them walking in the street dead. They're dead. Death. The thought of death used to terrify me, but now I'm more scared of coming back after my heart stops. Maybe I'm already dead and this is what Hell look's like. Maybe I should've gone to church more. I saw video's on YouTube, but I didn't think any of them were real, and now here I am hiding in my house and praying that God is still with me. If he's not I'm already dead.</p>
The Seven Deadly Sins
Most think the Devil is a man. But a man does not have the complexity needed to hold the name Lucifer.
A man may hold wrath in their heart but their wrath ends with physical violence. When I woman has wrath, the grudge will never leave her. She will hold onto her anger until her heart stops.
Men do have pride but their pride is darkened in the shadow of a woman's pride. When a woman feels prideful, all the world trembles under the heaviness of her head. Compared to a woman, a mans pride is more like a child scribbling on a piece of paper and calling it art.
Men are known for their sin of Sloth and gluttony, but women still do it better. There are shows for women drowning in these sins to glamorize their unhealthy life styles and to bring down those who wish to better themselves.
When it comes to envy, women are the first to come to everyone's mind. Men love themselves too much and never really look outside of their own lives to ever want to live someone else's. But women... women constantly want to take the happiness of other women and make it their own. A woman's life is never good enough when there are other women who posses things they want just to have and hold over the heads of other women.
Along with envy, women will never stop wanting more and so their greed becomes as natural as breathing.
No man can out due a women when it comes to lust. Not only do women lust over men, they use their sexuality to lure men in as well. Women gave birth to lust.
And so the devil could never be a man because only a woman could be so evil
Bleed
Authors live to enchant others to read
But readers are hard to entice, I know
They don't realize that, to write, authors bleed
For all you readers there's still time to grow
All readers should walk in an authors shoes
Go home and type some words on a blank screen
Write for yourself or you'll always lose
Write where you cant be seen
Make time to write, you've only just begun
I never once said writing was fun
Once your book is done, you need send it
You wait for weeks and receive your first <em>no
</em>You forgot to bleed