the trees, the sun it's pretty!

i could not bear the beauty

that nature presents me

i feel free

i feel glee!

if only i could hug its beauty

my shoulders and my body

would be grateful

maybe thank me

i thank the Creator for this

i thank Him forever

for this gives me hope

for this i am happy to be born

i want to know

something certain

something clear

not a burden

i cannot bear

hoping to end this

so soon

she walk a familiar road

from the past, she rocognize

the feeling, the experience

felt strange at the moment

then feels good somehow

wondering why,

she get back

and it feels different

feels like everything change

but as long as she stayed

it feels like the same

ten years ago

walking,

with the eyes open

with a toy, i held

wondering and searching

understanding

my left and right,

turning front and back,

what's the story behind

quite did not get it,

but how sure you got it?

when age really, does not matter

why it didn't get you bothered?

forget me not

for i cannot

accept the tears

from darkened eyes

in cold water

turned salty and warm

when smile

turned upside down

still breathing

whilst surviving,

but it feels like,

i'm dying

covered with blanket,

my eyes still red

convincing myself

that i'm okay,

and don't need help

then, i get up

once again,

but feels the same

like playing a game

my mind, ask "when? "

"it's been awhile"

i'll keep going, then

even million miles

till, this heart of mine,

been steady and strong,

will say "it will be fine"

that's the day, i've been waiting for

Can we go back,

where smiles are all i see

where laughter is all i hear

Can we go back,

to the start

where no broken hearts

while we sing in your car

Please, take me back

where i'm stuck,

with your arms

till we seal our hearts

and kept it forever