It’s so easy
It’s so easy to pretend while his lips press themselves against my forehead tenderly
It’s so easy to pretend while I’m wrapped in his arms being held close to his beating heart
It’s so easy to pretend while we sway to the music forgetting all the problems around us
It’s so easy to pretend while he whispers in my ear that everything will be okay
It’s so easy to pretend while we lay under the covers with wondering hands in places they shouldn’t be
In these moments, it’s so easy to pretend he loves me.
Shut up
Shut up don't speak
You don't have a say in the matter
Shut up, don't speak
You are not a human when you live with me, you are a pawn in my game and when I tell you to move you do it without questions
Shut up, don't speak
I don't care if it's your basic rights you have no rights with me
Shut up, don't speak
I don't care about your feelings and you shouldn't either. The only thing you need to care about are my feelings and what I need.
No I will not shut up. I am a human and I have rights. I am not your slave to do all your dirty work. You are not the center of the universe and my well being will always come before you. I will not shut up and I am going to speak.
Jolly sailor bold
The drunken man stumbled into the ally way thinking it was the way home. as he looked around with blurry vision he say a pale woman in a dark dress smiling at him making a smirk grace his face. The mans smirk dropped as he heard her singing and began to go into a trance
"Upon one summer's morning, I carefully did stray, Down by the Walls of Wapping, Where I met a sailor gay. " She sang softly and began to walk deeper into the ally making the man follow her without thinking.
"Conversing with a young lass,Who seem'd to be in pain,Saying, William, when you go I fear You'll ne'er return again." The woman turned the corner and the wind blew the end of her cloak as her hand trails across the brick wall. when the man rounded the corner he looked around confused. the woman was no where to be seen and a deep longing grew in the mans chest.
"My heart is pierced by Cupid,I disdain all glittering gold There is nothing can console me,But my jolly sailor bold." She whispered in his ear making him turn around quickly, coming face to face with the beautiful woman. much to his surprise she touched her lips to his softly making him smiles sleepily as he went into a deeper trance. The woman smiled at the man as his veins turned black and he began to choke on air.
"His hair it hangs in ringlets,His eyes as black as coal My happiness attend him, Wherever he may go." She continued to sing softly as she walked away from the dying man.
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this is a sample from a book I'm writing on wattpad. if you want to follow me my username is @givemephancakes22
if you don't want to follow me and you just want to read the book the title is Mad Hatter
Alone
My father, my mother. They were gone, they left me here to fend for myself. I sat in the corner of the abandoned apartment with tear stained cheeks. As I looked up at the decaying ceiling I thought to myself, how could they just leave me here?
"Mother please come back, just appear." I whispered then turned on my side to look at the vandalized wall "Father I'm alone, this house just isn't where I should be, this isn't my home." I continued to whisper to myself but no one came. I'm alone and they aren't coming back
the real nightmare
I know this isn't real.
I know my friends aren't dead.
but as i stand there and watch them rip my friends limb from limb.
I can't separate the dream from reality.
no this was no dream.
it was a nightmare.
my friends looked me in the eyes as they ripped their bodies to pieces.
when they were done, my beloved friends were dead laying in a pool of their own blood.
this was always when i would wake up.
right when they were done and started walking towards me.
that is when i wake up to the real nightmare.
my parents fighting in the kitchen before taking all of their anger out on me.
so very odd.
death. such an odd little thing. something so simple can ruin our lives and others around us. everyone is so frightened by the thought of death. whether it to happen to us, our family,friends, hell even the dog that you got two weeks ago. we are told to run from it and never look back. hide and never ever look it in the eye. death is a bad thing that does only bad things. but what if thats not true? what if death could release us from the pain of this world, set us free from our suffering. I guess that is all up to everyone , the way each person thinks. on one hand it could be the bad guy, the only villain that can never be defeated. But on the other hand it could also be the savior, a graceful light that takes away the pain. death is just oh so very odd.