For the 1st time we met in the canteen of our university. No other desk was free so you sat across me. I saw you and your smile for the 1st time.

When i was about to leave you asked me if you could take a picture of me with the cafe inside the canteen because you thought that i am pretty and suitable for the visual of cafe . ofcourse i refused . How could i let a stranger take my picture?

I refused you and about to leave when you again stopped me by coming infront of me. I was really angry at that time but you suddenly knelt and started tying shoelaces and said that i would have fall if i will let these laces untied. I was embarrassed and run away and didn't even said thank you.

We met again after 1 month in the playground . That day i had my period so i was tired of those activities.  In the middle of running i fainted. You carried me to hospital immediately . I didn't realise but i liked you for a long time. you can say love at 1st sight. Because from that day you were in my every thought.

After i woke up the first face i saw was you. You were their the whole time. I said sorry for my previous mistakes and thank you. I proposed a friendship and We became friends.

I asked you to go to that previous cafe and it will be my treat as a thank you gift and After few days we went to to the cafe as our plan.

We enjoyed their and became even closer. Before leaving i asked you to take the selfie with the cafe because you are handsome with a killer smile. We took our 1st photo together.

We became partner in studies. As you were my senior you helped me a lot in my studies and as you were too weak in mathematics i helped you too. Spending time with you became an addiction for me.

We became best friends. Close enough to put hands on soldier and interfere in personal matters. And some time we also used hand and legs in our fight. We fought with eachother for many times.          

After the fight when we would realise our mistakes we exchanged gifts as an apologize . It was becoming difficult for me to live a day without seeing your face. I decided to confess.

Finally i said it. I said directly like a very bold girl

"You idiot ,i love you" . At that time your reaction was worth seeing. From your reaction i was clear that it was a success.

When you said that you also loved me too from our 1 st meet i got a heartattack with happiness. I was really happy at that time.

Our relationship  became better with time. We got mature and responsible . Above all we loved eachother even more. That was my 1st kiss in your appartment.  That day i stayed at your home for the revision of my final exam.

When we became intimate we didn't know. Under the blanket in the winter season we enjoyed each other's warmth and crossed the final line.

I don't know when we slept  but when i woke up i found myself beside you. At first i was anxious but soon i saw you slept very cutely. Not like a 28 yers old boy at all insted just like a 8 years old. All my anxiety went in to air. That day i wished that may all our life will be end with the peace like this moment. I promised i will make our life like a amusement park, where we can be happy like always.

After five years we got married and our life was as fun as we thought with eachother with love and respect.

Today we are sitting here thinking about the moment we met eachother. I think the god above their specially wrote this script for us.

Thank you God for giving me this stupid and adorable person in my life.

_The end_

A small dark room of an old building was her world. After the death of her parents the world rejected her existence. Till now she protected herself from every malicious eyes towards her. During these periods of time she didn't know what she devloped inside her is a demon who woke up a long time ago.

Inside the black alley she was continuosly stabbing a body . The person was long dead but the demon inside her didn't vent her anger completely.

"What did you say ? You wanted to have her? Who gave you the courage to break into her house in the middle of the night? This is the consequence of your action. You are not the one who can touch her." She was saying these things while stabbing that person and her bloody eyes had a rage . A rage of being wronged by the world . A rage of left her alone.

After sometime she stopped stabbing and started crying. She cried hard . But this time what she was saying was "why did you do this? Why don't you let me alone? Why did you kill him . you could have just injured him . why the hell are you making me helpless? " she was like a crazy person who was talking to herself.

At last before leaving she said only one sentence "you deserve it."

Next day the dead body inside the alley went viral but no clue found about murderer.

After one month another news came to light about murder of 6 college students in the room of a club.

In the cctv install in the corridor it was clear that who was the murderer.

In the dark house she was inside the bathroom . in the bathtub the colour of the water was red.

"They started this."

"You could have went for help."

"They deserve that."

"I know but ..."

"But what ? Just because you were the waiter didn't gave them the courage to humiliate you. "

"Now what is your planning? "

"I don't know."

"I am planning to leave this world with you. "

"Not yet ."

"Why?"

"Your dairy have only 96 photos including the six today."

"So?"

"I want a century."

This time she didn't say anything . she just smiled with malice with the tears in her eyes.

After some time she stated another sentence

" you are right. The world left me alone and then forgot about me. I should let them remember me atleast. "

An hour later 4 police officer came to her house with

warrent.

Then 3 hour later she sticked 4 photos inside her dairy.

After sticking she said

"Time to go my dear." Within a second her expression changed.

"They were innocent." She said with some sadness.

She laughed afterward and said with a sharp eyes "but i am not."

She held a gun of a police officer and said

"I did nothing wrong but still they wanted to cage me."

Then she put the gun on the head of a police who was not dead yet and said

"Welcome to my darkest world" . she shoot after that.

She put the dairy on the table . There was a proud smile on her face for achieving her goal. 

She said "you can ask me any one wish . i will complete it. "

"Then let these 4 police uncle to be a happy life on the next birth on the behalf of me."

"Did you pity them?"

"No ,they just helped me to leave fast. This is their reward."

"Ok. Then i want to ask a question. "

"Do you want to born again in this world?"

"No" was also the answer from her. "The world is the worse place i came. Bring me to your world. "

"The world is so unfair." she said with tears.

She shoot herself on her head.

Her wish to be known by the world fulfilled but with an unfair way.

The world recognise her as a psycho killer.

The story of a girl who opened the dark side inside her with the pressure of society.

2pm in the night Mira felt someone's presence under her bad.

With fear in her chilled spine she bend down to see the unknown presence. What she saw was blue glitter eyes starting at her.

She fainted.

When she woke up a white beautiful kitty with glitter-blue eyes beside her.

What i feel

They don't care.

What my pain

They don't want me share.

What my fault

Thats not important

I didn't get the success

This is point of discussion

I want to express

They abstract me

Fulfilling their dream

Is what they want to see

What am i?

You said a part of you.

Then why didn't you feel the pain?

I just hate you.

I thought of suicide

But changed my mind

Then i decided to choose

What i should.

Choose to stand

Against the wind.

You don't care right

Ok , i don't care about it.

From when i got my mind to analyse surrounding ,till now ,i feel that i am the happiest person only with my family of three ,my mom ,dad and me ,especially with my dad. A short memory of my childhood ,i want to share with you.....

I was about 5years old . my dad and me went out  morning walk to a field full of small green grasses like a mat.

My dad increased his speed and the tiny me ,who was trying to defeat my dad ,also tried to increase my speed with those short legs with the futile intention of competition .

The result , after 1 minute of run ,i accidentally fall on the grass flat by my face. My father just stood infront of me and observed me . He didn't have the slightest intention to help me . i felt wrong . first of all i fall because of that stupid competition with him,i didn't win and then now he was standing there without helping me. I felt like crying . i was not injured but my knees hurt a little bit . But i felt like he doesn't love me anymore. A 5 year's old child with a big head thought of this only reason and then was upset for a day.

At 4pm after my school ended ,me and my friend Rosy were were coming from school by walking as we are neighbors. While walking with her i suddenly saw a bike was coming towards us with full speed . i also saw that bike was out of controll and didn't know how to avoid it with Rosy. I subconsciously pushed Rosy to the middle of the rode to avoid the accident as the bike was just rushing towars Rosy,i was a little step asid from it's path.

Thet bike crushed my legs and i with that bike fall in two different direction. But i felt the sharp pain in my left foot. The pain increased and i was crying loud . i don't know the process of the rode to hospital bed as my only focus was on the blood of my foot and pain from it.

With blurred eyes,full of tears , i saw a figure was running towards me.  Whe i saw him ,my rears flew uncontrollably. I hugged his hand and cried again loud.

I saw a injection in doctor's hand and i again cried while resisting .

Slowly after the effect of injection i didn't felt pain so i stopped crying and saw those doctors treating my legs. Then i turned my eyes toward my dad and to my surprise i saw his red eyes with some tears. The 5years old me was confused that why my dad was crying. I asked "dad , where do you get hurt? Why are you crying? " the moment i saw those tears of my dad ,i forgot about my leg and trying to know why was my dad crying ? Super hero of my eyes ,now crying it means it most hurt a lot . my dad didn't say anything just hugged me and kissed my forehead.

Till then within 1 month, i didnt put my legs on the ground . He always carried me everywhere. From bed to toilet ,he was with me . i saw the careful attitude of my dad around me like he was guarding a doll of cly ,that will break if he would not be careful .

And now the 20 years me understand the position of me in my dad's heart. No 1. Those tears now reminded me how stupid i was back than. Now i am strong to withstand blows as he wished for me in that grassland and also  he is always there  whenever i need him .

I love him the most.

Love you dad.