When people ask you to "express your feelings" they don't mean your actual feelings. They mean the feelings they want you to have. Cause people can't deal with dark, or scary, or weird. They want you to smile and say " yeah, Im fine. Everything's great." Because then they can just go on with their boring lives, and never think about you again.

"What's your biggest disappointment in life?" I haven't had any disappointments, I mean life teaches you things. It can teach you bad things, it can also teach you good things. It's how you proceed those things. I've looked at every experience in my life, negative or positive and taken that as a positive. I wouldn't change anything cause I think it would alter some of the other things that have happend.