I no longer want

to write

my words are not

wanted here

either am I

exit this stage

nothing left to say

a story that ends here

Tell your secrets to

the dark -

souls of suffering abuse

save yourself

for I can only

by savior save

myself

I shut my mouth

like a river

as I sit in the

tongue of the ocean

swimming to keep the

wolves away -

Long nights

darkened sides

blood shot eyes

I'm not the nightmare

A tiffany-stained glassed

created heartache

set me on fire

a decaying reflection

treating me like you

Save me from myself now

all of my sorrows

I shall own

open my mouth like kindness

strengthening the mind

of this turbulent sea

silenced

I'm

I'm

I have really bad

trust issues in turn

it makes me out to

be a really mean bitch

that everyone hates and

can't figure out and the

only way I can remain civil

is to be alone with no friends

and not to reconcile with family

that I feel nothing for

I awaited this date

some many years -

it arrived four days

ago -

I look like it ghost

this day

A waste of space

time, energy, A

waste of life, hope

A waste.

A waste.

A useless waste

I am.

I am

a waste of creation.