Your vulnerability is of the highest quality

My wounds touched a sore point, stitched back together by your silver needle

Excruciating pain, but your sun shines back at me

Your love is my holy grail

My life, an open book, rip out the pages that belong to my past

Lost in the darkest nights between vitality and the colossal emptiness

Your love is an observation of my true self

My poems, a pathetic imitation of your magnificent self

Lilac butterflies creating a halo over your head

Your family's diamonds united into one incomprehensible person

My lies, the only thing I used to feel

Excruciating pain, but your moon shines back at me

Nothing that I adore more, nothing I am more afraid of

Give me a hundred lives, I would choose you every single time

Unremarkable, unrecognizable

Ripped at every edge

Psychotropic agent to hold it all together

Break a bone to hold it all together

Chronically ill, pain so unbearable

Still smiling, still holding on

Numb or being damned, what will they choose?

Stuck under a paper bag, takes my breath away

Draw a funny face on it

Bulid up the courage to pull the trigger

Grins on their faces as they pull the trigger

Oh, how amusing their faces appear

Nothing more soothing to observe

Nothing more joyful

Addicted to the pain, rescue on a golden spoon

Wish I could be like they should be

Blood boils when our eyes lock

Feeling relieved, I'm going blind

Grew up in the psych ward

Save me from my enemies

Protect me from those centipedes

They consume my memories

White noise is what I'm after

Perfection, goodness, neutrality

Stark, cold and isolation simultaneously

You describe the color white, you are referring to me

Two extremes merged in one person, I'm flattered

Two extremes weigh me down

Only anger and sadness, only red and blue

Discovering a middle ground, human error

Continue searching for the purple

I don't know the purpose

Can't find peace within myself

No satisfaction when it comes to my presence

You are like a rare, indestructible lilac dimond beautifully formed by the pressure you put on yourself

Forced to stay with me, I can't expect that from you

Your presence is a reward

Devoting a second of your limited time to me

You are the middle ground, safety is all I feel

Struggling to put the intense self-hatred into words

Projecting myself onto you

Still believing one can only receive love when they love themselves

But what is there to love?

Desperately seeking something

They will give up on me, I have given up on myself

I knew it from the start

I keep repeating myself like a broken record

Mentally preparing myself

It will pass

But ho am I without my two extremes?

Drifting away to sound of your voice

My love, an unbreakable promise

Fire inside me I thought had become dormant

Silence in my brain when I feel your skin striking mine

Your skin like porcelain, patched together by your past

Within your walls, a colossal gentleness

Lilac flowers covering your eyes, overlooking your magnificence

Silence in my brain when our bodies collide

You taught me how to quench my thirst

How to love without reservation

There might be something good in me if you allow me be yours

Silence in my brain when I gaze at your silhouette

Your beauty so underestimated you might overlook it

The epitome of splendor

Not a day goes by where I'm not stunned by your faculties

You pierce straight to the core

Filling up the room with your glorious presence

Curled up in your embrace, crawling under your skin

My lifeline in this dystopia

I know you keep me save

Angle wings on your splendid self, the response to all the pain

Your eyes like fire achat

Ease when I reconnoitre our fate

Our souls are the same, connected before my first breath

You take me back to my purity, all white, all black

I gasp for air, inhaling every word you speak

Lowlight after lowlight, I would do it all again

To become acquainted with you

My vulnerability, gift-wrapped on a silver plate, is all I can offer

Gazing at your every move

Missing piece to the bigger picture

Violets across your chest

Begging for misery

But only with your company

Crying tears of delight, all red, all blue

Wiping away all tragedy

Waiting for you, while picking petals of the rose

Meet me at your Red River

My blood turns dusky

Raindrops on my lips

While you fantasie about a kiss

Puking down your throat only jogs my memory

Squirming in the fury

While your hand is down your pants

You're a prowling hell

Your god is dying of amnesia

Scared stiff of your desire

Eyes on your every move

No intervention, no clue

Repenting all my misdeeds

Enticed you to be your perverted self

Through the mist a quiet admission

Trying to distinguish myself from prey

Pinching my last bit of purity

Devouring my sanity

Now in full possession of my faculties

I know your primal instinct

My tears are what you've earned

There is no remedy

Bury me still vividly

Lead me to my destiny

No one left to execute

Let's play hide and seek

You're the only one lingering

You found solace in the solitude

Please quench my thirst

You will get nothing from me, there is nothing left

I'm a real piece of shit

Please quench my thirst

Pull out my teeth one by one

Hurt me, kill me

Please quench my thirst

You're the only one who ignites

Smoke on your skin makes those pretty eyes roll

Please quench my thirst

The horns on your head are from God himself

You will see him later in a bodybag

Please quench my thirst

Your heart a jar of moths

Scars show your determination

Please quench my thirst

You will never have to go to sleep again

I will pretend that your defense is working

Please quench my thirst

I'm a clown

Clinging on the last bit of hope

Please quench my thirst

I look deep into your soulless eyes

You're crying diamonds

Please quench my thirst

I sat sail but you don't care

Red river filled with saltwater

Please quench my thirst